I dont know why Im posting,it wont help. I have suffered about 20 years with CFS/Fibro. (and other health problems,bipolar illness,and a severe back problem that there is no fix for) I feel so cheated of my life,most days are just a waste to me. I have tried EVERYTHING known to man ,working with a wonderful Naturopath Dr.,and nothing works,or works for a short time. I just cant take it anymore,the ups,-its like a tease,thinking maybe this time Im actually getting better,only to be let down again and again. Im tired of the pain,tired of not being able to function like a "normal" person, tired of people not understanding my illness,tired of not being able to greet my husband when he comes home;with a smile,I only can look at him with that pained look on my face. I just want it over. The bad days WAY outnumber any good. I just dont know where else to turn,or what else to try. thanks for letting me vent all this. Im sitting here ,sobbing,knowing I cant "leave" my precious dogs here without me.I couldn't bear the thought of anything happining to them.