Honestly I do. I just feel like I am getting to a point with the pain and all that I go through that I just do not want to talk to ANYONE. I really try to talk to my parents as I live with them but that is hard to do. But anybody else out especially the normal people. They just do not get it at all. The guy I am seeing, we get along and all, he understands, nice guy, enjoy chatting with him but sometimes I just don't feel like talking to him, and I don't know why LOL. I finished my SSI documents and faxed them in, and so the wait begins and my SDI CA disability benefits ended soooo it is just the unknown of where money is going to come from to help with buying my supplements. I am at the end of the road with doctors as I do not have health insurance and exhausted my tries with getting care. I am still waiting for the county hospital to help me more. BUT there are sooooooooo many uninsured people here so the wait to see a doctor is 3-4 months. I will be traveling out of the oountry in the summer to try to get help with my ailments in addition to seeing family I have. I don't know how long I will be in the not talking phase, a few weeks, a few months? I just get tired of talking to people. It takes so much out of me.