Please see my post 'Loneliness is Pain' I really don't know how to get through another holiday alone! Someone suggested I volunteer I would love to but I am in too much pain to stand for long. Some days I'm lucky if I get out of bed if you have FMS then you understand, I recently had my Chronic Fatigue return because of all the stress I am under with my husband. How awful I have to call him my husband when he is with another woman, my previous post will explain. So, please if anyone would like to make the effort maybe a few of us who have absolutely no one to spend Christmas with can get together. I live in So. CA see my profile. I can' be the only one who is going to be alone and doesn't want to. If I am then I'm in worse shape than I even thought and that is bad enough considering most days I've lost the will to live. I am a good Christian woman and have been walked on most of my life because I have a lot of compassion. When I need it no one is there. Its just its Christmas, no one should be alone!!!