My husband is under trendous stress that he will lose his job. Also his pay this year is down 15k. I have not worked in 3-4 years. I did not file for disability because my husband makes fun of people on it and talks so bad about them. I am 41, I worked from when I was 15. He's being an ass but he is all I have. I don't have any family or friends - literally, none that I could call that would help me with anything. My only friend just moved. I do not leave the house much. I have not in 3 years or so. I need to file for my diability but when i read all the stuff I get overwhelmed and just shut down. I ask my husband to help me but he says I just want him to do everything. It does not help that I fell down our driveway last week. My nerves are so bad I scream like a banche if anyone just touches my foot, and I'd been to the doctor twice that week so he said for me to just see if it was not ok. I asked him to call the doctor but he said I was being silly. So I have laid on this couch - I was supposed to go to the doctor on MOnday but he would not take me because he said it was not even bruised. In fact, it did not bruise for 4 days later, and now the whole foot and leg are bruised. I can't walk hardly at all. He has had to cook this week and he is really pissy. I can tell he is tired of me. I was down like this for 6 weeks after my last surgery - they did not want me up weight bearing. I look at these disability forms and I am lost. I cannot even remember to get a frozen pizza out of the oven most days. The doctor has said he would support my claim because I have such problems thinking. My husband says that is BS because I can tell you when any given politician last passed gas. I like politics and I watch it a lot. He is right. But yet I go to town and can't remember why I went. It is like I have no common sense anymore and I really cannot help it. Is there any help for someone like me to fill the forms out?