However, I've only received 8 days payment because they went with the shrink diagnosis from my initial anxiety attack. I've recently refiled and told them they need to only contact my rheumatologist. We spoke and he says he will approve my private and SS disability. Right now they owe me for approximately 19 weeks. If they'd pay up I would have no financial problems. My question is, legally I'm still employed although I haven't worked since late March. My employer is too afraid of lawsuits to fire me. How do I handle the fact that I will not - ever - return to my job. If I quit do I lose my insurance (100% employer paid)? Or do I simply remain in limbo for 26 months and hope SSD has picked up by then? (My husband works for the same company so I can't be doing anything outrageous). THis one really has me in a pickle. THe company was nice enough in that when I got sick they let me transfer health insurance coverage from my name over to my husbands. I've been lucky with the company benefits but not so lucky at collecting them.