Thanks for reading this I don't have anyone to talk to about this. Call me silly but I just spent $200.00 on concert tickets for next March. I have been going to the DR. for a couple of problems, yesterday my Dr. told me if my acid reflux doesn't get under control I will need surgery to fix my hiatel hernia, and she retested my white bloodcell count because it was low last month. I'm so afraid that I will be sick and not be able to go to the concert which I have been wanting to go to for several years. What if I have a flare, or I get sick at the concert? I have front row seats and I'm afraid I will get ill in front of a few thousand people and the band too. I just keep on trying to do "normal" stuff for fun and it isn't working. ok I'm done with the whine now.