Today is our 36th Wedding Anniversary and I'm having hip to toe pain especially by evening.I've already said no to going out anywhere if he takes the afternoon off and no to supper out so how am I going to get through an evening without complaining and crying with intolerable pain? I'm so worried about this.He's so supportive I just can't put that look on his face,you know the one. I have permanent neuropathy in my legs and Cymbalta has been working since Jan.it's 60mg.Sun. I noticed more leg pain but for a couple weeks I've woken up all night with numbness in feet and legs and a feeling in my legs like bloodflow is restricted.No deep sleep now for 2wks.with lots of dreams and waking up.I see Rheumy next wk.but does this sound like a flare! I was doing so good except for sleep that I thought I might be going into remission which is silly I know.I've tried Neurontin and it worked a week and made me a nut case.I just wish I could pull off this one day.Just to sit next to him instead of me upstairs in bed watching TV and him downstairs just a little attention and romance that's all I want to be able to give him.What bad timing to go downhill.Thanks for letting me vent we'll see how it goes.