I would like to know which chapters can help to reduce the helpless and hopeless feeling. Any suggestions? Recently, I'm experiencing really deep depression. I'm not sure if I got some improvement of faith. Although I'm in such a bad condition (maybe the worst comparatively), I don't feel uncomfortable with God, I don't feel angry with Him. In fact I pray more and more. The only thing is I still feel helpless and hopeless. The future is gonna be dark I believe. Few days ago I spent a lot of money to get medicine (Xanax & Zoloft) from hospital. I'm getting much nervous about my financial condition so I hope ithe medicines help.