I would like to appologize if I am the one who antagonized Scoobs thread....I blurted hurt feelings that I should have realized were just my insecurities. I was having an extremely BAD day (doing the poor me thing)... I'm so tired of feeling like a yo-yo. I get my hopes up when I feel good then get slammed down the next when I can't function. I'm just so sick of it. I overreacted and regret it. My appologies to ssmarilyn and dancersmom.I hope I am still accepted here! I really like this board. It's the first place I have ever been where everyone seems to relate at such a high level. Confession: One of my huge insecurities...which I HATE, is thinking others feel negative towards me or I have said something stupid.....ouch, that was right to my sorest spot! (I Never tell anyone that!) When I'm feeling down and depressed it's even worse. I hope you will still want me around, cause I DO like being here!! I love people and offering help when I can. I'm just real good at sometimes opening my mouth and inserting "Both" feet. Susan B.