I'm faltering, low as low. Prayer is just not flowing, I feel alienated from God. This week I have doubted and had alot of anger toward God, not doubting God as our creator, but doubting that He loves me, that he cares about my life. I am wretched in my thinking right now, I think I am very angry. I feel like the Lord has broken my heart, I love the Lord with all my heart and soul, I truly do...I need help in my circumstances. I just plain and simple need help, have been praying for years and years, you know the story!!! I don't understand, I'm just so so tired, I am truly exhausted, there are no answers...round and round the mountain. All I can do right now is call out to God, I can barely utter words. Cindy.