Hi everybody. I am posting this as I am hoping it reveals just a little more of what may be wrong with me/us. Throughout the day I can literally feel my immune system drop. This happens several times every day and is torturous. It's taken me two years to be able to isolate some of these symptoms and be able to describe the process of exactly what happens to me when this happens. I'll start off by saying that I wake up every day and feel so bad. I tremor and have chills and then weird sweat spells that don't make sense. Bt mostly I am so cold. I also feel "wrong" inside. Combination of sick but not on the edge of vomiting, and stressed inside like my organs or hormones are just going bananas. My nervous system feels heightened and wired and again, wrong. Just "wrong." I am also so paralyzed with exhaustion and depression and a weakness all at the same time. I have to just sit and hold my head and shake ... until about mid-day or later when this "usually" lets up and I feel about 20% better. Then, later in the day I can literally feel my body in and out ( or what I believe is my endocrine/immune system/nerve system )crash! One of the ways I know this is my lungs. Not long after all this started I got bronchial asthma for the first time in my life. This feels like a cold air in the lungs and a heaviness and even soreness in there when it's bad. And I wheeze. Throughout the day when this feeling comes into my lungs...everything else I described falls deeper into their stress and crazy feelings too. I call this my dropping or crashing time. But, the feeling in the lungs is the clearest and most reliable symptom I get when this happens. When I am not feeling these stresses in my lungs...I "always" feel better everywhere else. So, this is why I am now believing that throughout the day my system...hormone, endocrine,immune or whatever they want to call it goes haywire and up and down and generally just stays at this unpredictable and precarious state. I don't know what to make of it all or who to see anymore about it ( I have seen every specialist and they all just give up ) but this description I am sharing with you is as close to close as I have ever been able to describe what I feel throughout the day. And my nerves system is so intertwined with all of this. Truly like it is damaged also and feels everything twice the normal range . Everything together leaves you so exhausted that to describe how much is almost impossible. I guess the only thing I can compare it all to is like someone being tortured with electric wires attached to their bodies and these being charged irratically off and on thoughout the entire day and an IV hooked up to you that feeds crazy mixed up hormones and the wrong mix of chemicals into your system all day at the same time. One day of what I feel and go through now is worse than a lifetime of the worst symptoms I ever felt before. I am amazed at how I have been able to keep going on with this as long as I have as well as so many of you out there as well. But, I am also so depressed at times I almost rush to the ER but I don't because of fear I will be locked up and have psychotropic drugs put into me against my will.