well, here I am in a flare again. I went to a pain clinic to take the edge off the pain. He gave me injections that has put me in bed for two days. I'm on pain meds. I usally don't like taking them but, had too. Couldn't stand the pain anylonger. Can't concentrate feel very depressed. It starts into a flare and here I go like on a E ticket. It is so hard to feel like yourself.