I am in the tunnel. Was dragged here against my will but now that I am here I can see light under the door at the other end. It will take me a while to get to the door to see what wonders and delights await me at the other side but I am open and ready for what is there. It wont be the same as before but it will be full and meaningful. I'm not going to kick and scream anymore because I dont want to miss any oportunities that the exciting morrow might offer. This is my defense against the uninvited guest that has come to reside in my body and mind.