i commend everyone who lives with fm/cfs and stays relatively sane. i also commend anyone who eventually loses their mind. I commend anyone who survives this day in and day out and still holds onto a shred of hope. i commend anyone who goes on day after day with no hope. I commend everyone for just going on. I commend those who don't go on. anyone who has suffered from this condition/s is to be commended no matter the outcome. somehow the days keep coming one after another. life is happening all around me in some blurry way but i feel like im hobbling after a train going just too fast for me to jump on. Im so isolated. I have no contact with any friends from my life. i will keep coming here because people here understand and and always pick me up with their insightful wisdom and caring. I am being treated for a number of mental disorders and i blame most of it on fm/cfs.