Hello, I post on the Depression board frequently. I have severe depression. I stuggle with my belonging. I have low self esteem problems and struggle. Lately my depression has been getting worse & not better. The interesting fact of this all is I know where I belong. Everytime I struggle, God enters my heart with a resounding "My Child, I will take care of you." God is who I belong to & I have to remember that when these distorted thoughts enter my mind. I'm very broken right now & asking God to heal me. I wanted to be surrounded by a family of believers, so beyond the depression board I am here now as well. 2 Cor 12:9-10: But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.