I have been in bed for the past few days feeling like I have been placed in an iron maiden. I think I over did it on the roof and in the yard. I haven't felt this bad in a long time. I guess it was meant to happen sooner or later. To top it off all of my accounts are empty and the mortgage is due today. On the bright side, my son is a happy chipper little sweat heart who is having a ball being free to do as he pleases. He also roped me into watching monty python in lego and all 4 indiana jones movies tonight. It hurts to laugh, but the smile on his face when he saw the MP in Lego was just priceless. That and my ex showed up at the door unannounced telling me he didn't have the things that came up missing when he moved out. I was able to tell him exactly what I thought of him bc my son was inside watching Indie and didn't care to see his father. It wasn't nice but it felt good to get it out. I couldn't bring myself to cancel my lawn service for a few weeks b/c he asked me out and I turned him down and felt bad. The next day someone I used to work with said he has always like me but was married and now he is a free man and wanted to let me know before he didn't have a chance. So now i think I am seeing someone. Very strange and unexpected, but isn't that how good things start? blech, i just hate feeling physically terrible but good mentally.