I think I had a problem with this restless (inner), bored kind of feeling for many years. I am not sure when it became noticable, or when I was able minded to tell. I am thinking adrenal inbalances since it became more obvious after I had my first child? It makes me restless, fatigued, bored, irritable, depresed, anxious. Sometimes it seem to be simply physiological, not based on whats going on around me. At other times it's obviously triggered by lights, sounds, stress, etc. My personality seems to have gotten weird lately (or has it always been,,,LOL!?) it almost feel like I'm going crazy! I have my reasons though, there are alot of stressors, arguments with a family member, some issues with my sweet son, health issues, finances, the list goes on. But, still, I almost feel like I'm going nutty. It is odd, but the last one to know he is is the nutty one, right?! At least that's what we say back home. I feel increasingly tense and restless. I sure can't handle stress at all. I am in a flare which sure doesn't help (triggered by a simple cold, wouldn't you know). I bash into arguments with my mom, I can usually maneuver her pretty well, but I just lashed back yesterday (which might have been good, not bad), but it sure is a sign I'm down in the gutter. I guess I'm begging for any help here, any advice anything at all!! Or maybe just a box of gingerbread cookies and a good movie,,,LOL! Thanks for listening, all. By the way,,, I may regret this, but my Psyk. prescribed Cymbalta for my PTSD and neuropathy, I had adverse reactions to SSRI's (severe), but feeling this way, I MAY give it a shot, if I get sick the first days- I'll stop right away.