It is with heavy heart that I tell you my beloved BillCamo passed

Discussion in 'Spirituality/Worship' started by msbsgblue, Feb 4, 2012.

  1. msbsgblue

    msbsgblue Member

    My beloved husband BillCamo, as known to you, has passed away. Sorry I have not been here to tell you sooner. I am not dealing will with this at all.

    Bill passed away Dec. 4th, 2011.

    I have never loved anyone as much as I loved Bill (his real first name) and I will never love anyone else.

    Bill will be in my heart forever.

    Please pray for Bill as well as me. I really need this now. By now it should be getting a tad bit better but it is not. My FM and arthritis are out of control.

    Worse yet, is that Bill and I had never gotten our wills changed and his sister took every thing from me. House, cars all are gone, I have moved back to MO. and have no one. This is just my home state.
  2. jasminedeer

    jasminedeer Member

    i have not been on line in forever. sounds like you had a very special love, which is rare.

    may your heart find peace and hope soon. grief is veryvery hard and it goes thru many stages.

    i found that in my life as of recently that god will carry me when in pain.

    wow too bad about the will, we all need to wrap that up asap. it must be so hard being alone after being with someone you care for so deeply.. but remember you are not alone, you just need to find your special gifts again.

    may the birds sing to you in the morning and the deer gently walk you into the evening.


  3. jasminedeer

    jasminedeer Member

    just wanted to check in with you and see how you are doing?

    my thoughts are with you.

    be well.

  4. jasminedeer

    jasminedeer Member

    we are thinking of you and holding you up in prayer. its very true what patti said about grief and your love. grief is a very very deep process and it hurts, you just have to go thru the fire and come out the other side.

    and your love was yours and always will be.


  5. Doznclan3

    Doznclan3 New Member

    No one can tell us when our grieving is over. It hasn't been long at all.
    My heart goes out to you. I can't imagine losing my husband now, after a couple of bad marriages, and finally having found him, 20 yrs. ago next month. I just can't imagine your pain. I am so sorry.
    I was born in Kansas City MO. A looong time ago.. lol... went back to visit my dad since, it is very pretty. I am hoping and praying that you find a good place there. Stay strong through our Lord's love and strength, we can draw from that love.
  6. jasminedeer

    jasminedeer Member

    so sorry for what you are going thru..

    words are not enough.

    blessings..and prayers.

  7. Elisa

    Elisa Member

    I am so sad for you...

    My thoughts are with you...

    I believe Bill is looking over you - right now and forever. Keep that in mind, it will help, I hope.

    God Bless you and if you are able, pray as much as you need and He will listen and help too.