Yep, just like Kendra, I haven't had a good BD today. Our house officially went on the market late last night, and the floodgates officially open tomorrow with the so-fun "broker preview". It still isn't 100% clean, but I am past the point of caring, as I don't want to move, anyways. I really haven't registered the fact it was my BD, because hubby came home late from work bearing a few internet boxes with some things in them as well as a bunch of clothes he ordered for me (his company makes cute sportswear, and it was his last day with them today, so my last day to get decent stuff for very, very cheap). It was nice, but I still am so angry at him for everything that is going on, and it did nothing to change my feelings, as nasty as I may sound for saying that. My daughter did give me a big hug and kiss when Daddy told her it was my BD. That was nice...she's 4 and is just so genuine in her emotions! She is so much work, but it is just wonderful when she even gives me a hug, as she didn't even want to be held for so long and still really doesn't (she is mildly autistic). I honestly need a good cry, but I think I am too tired. I haven't slept much this week...too much to do with the house, and hubby has periodically woken me up as he pulled two all-nighters in a row (well, last night he did fall asleep on the ground for 2 hours). He procrastinates and gets like this, and he won't listen to any voice of reason, so I've gotten to where I stop enabling him and just do my thing, which last night was going to bed a little after 10. I did wake up around 2, though, because he had the outside light on, and I was up for a few hours. I figure when I feel more up to it and things are more stable in my life, I'll just pick a random day and celebrate my BD then. It's okay...I am old enough that no one really pays much attention anymore, or even knows. My mom did call me bright and early this morning to wish me happy BD, though. That was nice, although I was so tired I barely processed the call. Thanks for everyone's help, and hopefully this coming year will bring some positive changes all around. C.