Well like my title says I can see it and I need to connect with others that do too. When I was a teenager I suffered insomnia and many restless nights have plagued my life ever since. Many days of horrendous pain and numerous things happening with my body. I was diagnosed with Crohns Disease about 14 yrs ago. I have had 2 right colectomy's and have been through loads of procedures and test. About 5 years ago I was told I had Osteopenia and reconfirmed less than 2 years ago. Though it is reversable for most people, soon I find out why it's not so easy turning the clock back for me. This past year has probually been the better of all 14 for my Crohns. Feel somesort of remission trying to happen and pray it stays on that coarse; to somewhat of a break for me! So what next? About a year ago I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia. I had never heard of this and could not even pronouce it at the time. I have pretty much been in constant pain throughout my body with this and need to try something. I need a healthier lifestyle and encouragement to push past the pain. Crohn's is painfull as it is, very painfull and well just an ugly and embarassing illness. My fibro, give me a break, painfull and debilitating all the time. No one I know can see what happens with me. Only I can experience the nasty pictures of such an invisiable canvas to others. Well anyone with similar days....? Anyone see what I see? My family is awesome, and they think they know it all, but they can and will never see it all. Even if God let them, I wouldn't want them too.