Discussion in 'Fibromyalgia Main Forum' started by sumbuni, Aug 28, 2003.

  1. sumbuni

    sumbuni New Member

    Jan, thank, and I'll be sending prayers up for you, too!

    Let me know how you are doing...today, think I could smoke one big as a redwood tree...then the other part of me says, "NO THANK YOU!"...I think this is what is the hardest part, the continueing arguement with yourself over "do I or don't I wanna smoke?!"

    To someone who has never smoked, those of us who are giving it a real push to quit must sound sort of goofy, but believe me, you don't feel goofy. I really feel confused,but the wanna quit does win out if there are NO SMOKES IN THE HOUSE. I really think that if I could lay my hand on a 2 week old butt I would probably lite it up today. Tomorrow may be another story.

    I keep thinking about the person I want to be, have put on hold for many years, and know that if I'm ever going to be HER, the I've gotta give up the smokes, start exercising, so I can start to feel better (I hope)to accomplish that.

    Hang in there...don't give up on you! And I'll be trying not to give up on me.

    Your letter did me a world of good right now. Thanks!


    Sumbuni..(just huffin', not puffin' today!)