Jole, I know you're going through a tough time and I'm so sorry you lost your Uncle. But I think you've made the best choice even though it was a hard choice. I wanted to share with you something my friend gave me. It is an angel on the front and on the back it says: "For He will give His angels charge concerning you, to guard you in all your ways." Psalms 91:11 Please know those angels are there to help you through this rough time, when you're walking a path that is difficult to walk. Hug and prayers.