So I live with my brother which at first i thought would work he has his own house an everything well he got hit by a car ah has had a lot of free time so hes been havin people over every night and drinking every night an i lock myself in my room til my friend comes to get me an i stay with him. i cry every night because i dont feel like i have a home. an even when i tell him im uncomfortable he still continues an i have anxiety attacks over this an feel so much stress. i feel like its killing me. some of these friends of his are bad people out of jail been into drugs so i have a right to feel uncomfortable. but he keeps on doing it. i dont have the money to move. i pay rent here but i hate coming back here i always dread coming back here. never knowing if someones here or if ill have to clean up more beer messes an cigarettes. i worry about my kitten being here with them. i just feel so much stress i feel so close to a breakdown. i cant take much more.