Hi, I have fms and cfs and i just cant cope at the moment. I am getting so down about stupid things like i wasnt invited to a friends wedding and i convinced myself it was because i cant do what i used to and they think that they dont see me enough so they are not going to invite me. Also i tried hard to do say something the other day and i got so frustrated cuz i just couldnt get it out. This happens alot with fms i know and it does with me but recently i just wanna cry all the time and its so frustrating. Lat time i went to a dr he said to me that i just have to live with it nothing is going to change. I just feel so trapped i am a 21 year old that wants to do so many things but am forced into staying at home alot and not feeling up to anything! I have to work part time as we cant afford to live otherwise but i just cant so am allways off sick or feeling sick or with a headache cuz i push myself where i shouldnt. And the pain is so bad....well you probably dont need me to explain it as you probably go through the same and worse! Sorry to be so depressing but does anyone have any advice? Dont wanna seem selfish as i know so many have alot worse!