I don't think it is normal to be fuming at 2 a.m. but too much pain and stress and can't sleep so might as well blow a fuse. Who thinks the stress their spouse puts on them causes their DD to be worse. I just want to go live in a cave, of course with a tv, computer, a dog and my pharmacy and just be left alone. Then maybe I would feel better. No telephone either. I just feel like crap and I am angry about that. Well, that felt good. Sorry to be a downer but tonight is a difficult one, and yes, I love my spouse but could do without him for awhile. I can't take his stress and anger he dishes out, makes me sicker. That said, I shall try to get some sleep.