I have been battling the worst allergies/cold that I have ever had for the past 2 weeks, and it just keeps getting worse. My meds have also started to lose there efficacy over the past few weeks, so my pain level is hovering back up b/w 7 and 10, depending on the time of day. I am fighting to stay awake. My hands hurt so bad they feel like someone smashed them with a hammer. I have been pushing threw it b/c I don't have any other choice. I don't have anyone to help me with my son, house, or anything else. I broke down a few weeks ago and hired someone to mow the lawn for me so I could have less to worry about and try to conserve my energy for my son. Well, I found out yesterday that I am going to have to go ahead and file a complaint and intent to sue b/c the people i bought my house from refuse to respond to my attorney (I currently have half of my house sealed off b/c of mold that they covered up). This means my attorney's bills are going to start adding up very quickly. I have managed to be able to keep up until now, but I don't know if I will be able to stay above water. I'm going to have to start mowing the lawn myself b/c I can spend a dime unless is is positively necessary. To add to everything, the wind blow a bunch of shingles off of my roof yesterday. There is one rather large area that they are all missing. I just filed a claim with my ins, but I still have to repair the area so that no more damage is caused or else my insurance will not cover it. Just the thought of being on that hot roof trying to repair it in the wind is enough to send me over the edge. It also looks like rain clouds are rolling in. I'm really beginning to think my best option is to sell all of my crap, walk away from this house and say to heck with it all and go lay on a beach in Bali or somewhere.