I am so very down....been that way for days. My chest feels like it will burst if I don't cry....but I still hold it in. I have been debating if I should even post here....since there are so many other needs worse than mine. I just can't talk to anyone right now. Everyone has so much going on around me...but...I don't think that I could even talk anyway. I actually don't want to see or talk to anyone. You all are always here!! But, I still feel guilty complaining. Hubby is at work...he has so many problems that he is facing at this time. I try to keep it from him when he is home on Tuesday and Wednesday. I know that he gets sick and tired of my pain...etc...etc!! Does anyone ever just want to find a dark, quiet place to hide and stay there?