Hi dear Leah, I so appreciate all the times you reach out to me! The excellent video I mentioned on the Bedbound/Homebound board is a favorite of mine. It is a conversation between two radiant men, Father Thomas Keating and Rabbi Schacter-Shalomi. They have been friends for about 25 years, and their talk is all about their love of God. They are funny, and wise and beautiful in their elderly qualities. They might be in their 80's. You are in my prayers everyday! Along with others in need here. (All of us!) I have a nun friend who prays for each member of PH - everyone on every board everyday. She has CFS also and can relate so well. Praying for your throat, and swallowing/eating needs!