I feel like my life is desintegrating. Not to be melodramatic, but everything has fallen away. Any interest in doing anything fun or interesting, dating, making friends, holding up friendships, even something as simple as going out to dinner is a big challenge. I wake up feeling like I am one hundred years old, so stiff and fatigued it is just all I can do to log roll out of bed. Then I have had to put a stool in my bathroom so I can sit down while I get ready for work. Work has become the only thing left standing in my life, because in order to hold up my job, everything else has to fall away. If I had to choose between the pain and the fatigue, it would be the fatigue that would go. I get the impression that pain is the major thing with FMS, could it be that I don't have it? My rheumatologist did not find the classic tender points, but all my other labs are...normal. No thyroid dysfunction or other disturbance. What a whiner I am tonight, but I guess I needed to vent. Sorry.