And it was an utter disaster, I was still quite nervous and he picked up on it and made fun of me about it. I forgot a lot of things I was going to ask him, like how his day was, BUT he kept coming up with jokes so it was a little distracting. I am quite shy with guys, and so I guess he did not like that but I say so on my dating profile so like duuuh! It's his fault he didn't look past my photo. Anyway I was thinking to myself I am too scared to go out again but realize that hey I will go out again. I know it is difficult with this illness and try to keep a conversation going but I just had too many mental fog issues. Oh well I am sure I will meet somebody someday maybe in this lifetime LOL. Hugs everyone.