I've been so out of it lately that I don't even know where to start. I'm divorced for 10 years bad breakup. Sister involved with my ex now they are married. That was the start of my downfall. I can't seem to move on from this at it has been 10 years. I quit a job I had for 5 years because I couldn't do it any more. I lost my apartment because of it. I moved in with an old friend but that only lasted for 4 months. I got a part-time job as a cashier, I lived in my car for a while, I slept on people's couches until I finally moved in with my daughter and her girlfriend. I got fired from my cashier's job for giving my kids free stuff. I have a warrant out for my arrest. I still haven't been able to find a job and it's been since January of this year. I feel like I am no longer needed on this planet most of the time. I have no money, I have no job, I have given up on a lot of things and I want that to change. HELP!!!