i'm 45 yrs old. i'm alone and don't know if i want to be alone or not. i think i don't want to be alone, but its because i am not well and therefore am not good enough to be with someone, and who would want me with medical issues. i mean i have good days too, but what about thed bad days. how do you explain this dd. my husband was very patient and understanding with it. do u just come right out and tell someone that your ill? they'll think your nuts, like most of the population does. i am lonely!