I can't believe I am back to this spot again. After quitting the last job I loved because of this DD, I may have to quit another. I am struggling to maintain but can only manage by taking narcotics to get to and from work every day. I know I can't go on like this much longer and the Fibro & CFIDS is making me so stupid. I finaly went to see a counseler and cried the whole time. I can't afford to loose my job and am sooo tired of fighting. I want to have a life !!!! I know what choices I need to make, why can't I do it? Help --I need some advice. My co workers have no idea what is going on so it;s going to be a huge shock. I just can't seems to get the job done without going back over and over. They wonder why I look like I am going to sleep all the time. They know I have this disease but have no clue what I am dealing with. I look fine, how hard can it be to do a secretary job???? Fear is a terrible thing. I know I need to take a leave or quit or something but I have no idea where to start, I just want to go to bed ...... Anyone?