I have not been able to sleep all night I am losing a friend and even though whats going on is all her problem and I have tried everyway possible to open lines of communication with her, plus she owes me lots of money. I am still up ruminating the situation over and over in my head and can not ditch that horrible feeling of dread. Its now been over a week and Im not certain that I will be able to cope with her if she does show back up. My anger, sadness and disappointment is now turning to resentment. After everything that I have been through with her and supported her on, that she would treat me so poorly. Any one have any advice?