i have been trying the best I can to play the part of the good little FMer. just doing the best they can. but I can not do it anymore. i am miserable. I cry myself to sleep every night. my knee has started giving out with out warning, which makes me scream out in pain. i can't drive, my hair is falling out, my mood changes from min to min and usually i am yelling but have no idea what about. i have no Dr and now no ins because I am not sick enough to qualify for government help. i jsu don't know what to do and how to do it. I have gotten a new fear of the phone. i refuse to use it because I just know I am going to say something stupid. my famliy is no help, my hubby who I love very much is going through a selfish phase and of course all attention is on him, which i like to a point because then I don't have to be polite and presant but his whiyning is frying my brain. my point is I need help where do I look or go to for help. I feel that at any second I am going to have a heart atack. i have been to 3 diffrent ERs and they all say the same thing..there is nothing we can do for you... thanks for letting me cry to you. love and info would bless my day so much!