At one time, I had a pretty good outlook on myself...I dressed well, I wore make-up, I kept my hair nicely, and I was enjoyable to be around. But since this dd, I have had no energy to buy new clothes and am wearing old jeans and t-shirts that are a size too small because I've put on a couple of pounds from being house bound most of the time. So since I don't get out, I have little need to keep myself up anymore. I'm no longer enjoyable to be around because it is too fatiguing to laugh, talk, listen, etc. My only sentences tend to be explaining why I can't converse or go out. So therefore, my esteem is rock bottom and am having a hard time picking it up. I have a photo of me in my profile, and I have to keep veiwing to remember the old me. I still look basically the same, but the spark is gone. What do you all do for an esteem boost?