For the past few days I have been stressed out beyond belief about everything, in regards mostly to my CFS. I am having a lot of issues with school and graduating on time. I am in a conndundrum since I am a language major and need a certain number of credits to finish however my school only offers so many language courses a time and I'm flipping out. The solution, of course, would be to study abroad....which I am thinking about doing...however I am very, very nervous. I have been successful in school thus far. i AM SO READY to graduate its not even funny so I don't want to make this go on longer than it needs to. I have to turn in my study abroad application by next month, so I am really nervous. I THINK I could probably do it...its just that there is so much going on right now that I don't feel well and everything is cloudy. I get going on no sleep at nights because my roommate is up until 3 typing online. Sometimes she'll get up early to go to work and slam dorms, windows, talk on the phone, etc. When its not her, the guy that lives next door can ofen be found singing and songwriting a 2AM. I haven't tried sleep medicines or anything, but right now I am virtually exhausted. I am worried I won't be able to do a program becuase i'll just be too tired. But I have to decide...FAST. I want to do a program...and the other option is to do a 4-6 week intensive in Paris, which would be cool, but 4 months in the Alps would be even COOLER! I'm just afraid #1, I won't be accepted due to health concerns or #2, I've misjudged everything and I am not okay. I have been feeling fine mostly....its just the lack of sleep that is making me crazy. I guess an alternative if nothing works out is to take a class at another school nearby. But if its just sleeping habits we're concerned with, if I develop better ones, I'll be okay since I'd be living in someone's house with my own bedroom abroad. Right now I'm working on my own living situation and trying to straighten it out. My teachers here are understanding, but I am worried about the teachers there not being understanding. And I am worried about getting "screwed over" and not getting into the program because I have health concerns! AHHH. I just want to experience everything and I am tired of this....and maybe everything is just relative and it all has to do with my roommate being loud and if I switch and take sleeping pills, I'll be better. I just feel like I've been run ragged.