I lost my brother-in-law early this (thurs) morning. He & my sister had been married 43 years. I haven't slept in 36 hours. I'm doubling the klonopin tonight...legs are so tight. I've been pushing myself today running around trying to get errands out of the way, flowers, etc. I couldn't stop until all was done! He will be missed dearly by all his family. I do feel fortunate that I was there for my sister & his children when he passed from a massive coronary. I haven't written in a while, but tonight here alone, I felt the need to reach out.