Well if any of you read one of my previous posts I was concerned that I was being misdiagnosed with Sjogren's. Well after this visit with my new doctor I know for sure. She says my symptoms do not indicate Sjogren's, but they do indicate I am either in the early stage of Lupus or Mixed Connective Tissue Disease. Now from what I read it would be better to have SS but I needed to know for sure. So I know what I am facing and to be sure my doctor is treating me for what I have. I want to cry knowing but I wanted to cry more not knowing. Does that make sense. But until my symptoms present more we may not know which one, but she is leaning towards Lupus. But I least I know something and I feel as if she is looking deeper than any other doctor so far has done. My husband felt the same about her. She actually explained it to me and let me know that she believes me . It felt good. Now the sad part, I guess when you are sick you learn who your friends really are and I am doing that this day. I am friends with all I work with as we work in a small office, but one in piticular(spelling) was suppose to be my Best Friend,we have been friends for years. I have seen signs of her true colors for quite sometime but since I have been sick it has come out more. When I began with this whole drama ahe would comment that she is tired all the time too or she aches sometimes to. Or just act as if I was lying. Well today when I came in late after having to see my doctor, the other two girls made sure they stopped by my office to ask about my appointment. I have been back for several hours now and my so called best friend (ex now) has yet to ask. It's unbelieveable. I have always been a good friend to her, but this ends it for me.This was coming but today finished it. Maybe I am being harsh but I have had it. I thank all on here who have taken the time to read this post and any other I have wrote or replied to. I thank you for being my online friends. At least I can go somewhere.