I'm getting so tired of this disease. I'm trying to keep positive, however when you suffer from depression in addition to all the pain and suffering that comes with fibro, and scoliosis it is overwhelming at times. I've had a very hard time the past 2 weeks. My son and I both were sick. He has a sinus infection, fever, vomiting and I had an upper respitory infection. Just taking him to the doctor and trying to keep up with his medicine in addition to my meds is driving me crazy. I've almost gotten to the point of not wanting to take my medicines. I forgot to take them today and when I remembered I really did not want to, but I did. I'm so tired of swallowing all those pills. I feel like my thoat is going to explode when I try to swallow them along with all the water I have to drink with them. If I have to take another pill in addition to what I'm already takin; be it vitamin or prescription, I'm going to scream! I'm also tired of having brain fog and misplacing things. I've been doing it all day; the remote control, the pencil I just had in my hand, my Tens unit. These were things that were right within reach and I had to ask my son to help me find them. I also have to sleep with a c-pap machine, which is very uncomfortable and even more so when I'm having a flare like I am this week. I am extremely fatigued today. My son who is 12, cooked breakfast and dinner today. I'm so thankful that I have him in my life and I make sure to tell him that each day. My husband has been out of town since last Monday. He should be home tomorrow. I'll be so happy to see him, but in the mean time I just need some encouragement please. Thanks for letting me vent.