I am not dealing well with my daughter being Ill (abghottie on this board) I am angry hurt and loss of her hopes and dreams has hit me hard. I am not handling this well I saw so much hope and promise in her future and now I am just crushed. My angry outburst have hurt her I know I don't mean to direct them at her or on her but I have counted on her so much that to see her inflicted with this has pushed me over the edge. you see she was going to be the one to graduate with out complications. my oldest had epelespy and couldn't my son in the navy had to take on role as father figure provider so he had to quit school. my 16 year old had so much happen to her that postramatic stress disorder ended her schooling and now my dream of one making it has just so over whelmed me I can't stop crying. She was my mom it's ok I will take care of you I will give you a home to stay I will do this for you I will be there for you. Having this dd myself I know what it will do to her. like so many have said on here don't give up the fight she has somuch fight in her I hope she doesn't lose it but I was her I could do anything I could take care of myself I didn't need anyone to take care of me now all that has changed and I know it will for her also. This school thing has so stressed me out I can't get through a day with out the overwhelming fibro fog. I mess up words so bad or can't think of them and i CAN'T MAKE PEOPLE UNDERSTAND THE DD IN ME HOW DO i DO IT FOR HER? I have been on disability for one year and that was very humbling for me I worked all my life up until 2001 and took care of me with no help from others then to admit you can't it floored me. i just adjusted to it myself then to have the rug pulled out from under my daughter. Kaylee I am sorry I will adjust and I will be there for you just getting over the shock right now.