Well, I have finally arrived at the time for my fetal ultrasound and fetal echocardiogram. My first child died of complex congenital heart disease in 92 so I am at slightly higher risk of reoccurance. I have always tried since then to makes sure I am in tip top health during pregnancies. This last pregnancy was a surprise for me, so I am concerned because I my health has been so terrible. So is my OB. I can finally feel baby move and I am head over heels attached to him/her (I will find out the sex too). So I will be devastated if things are not right with baby. All four of my other little ones are healthy, so I am praying that things will go well for me again. I don't know how I would care for a chronically ill child when I am chronically ill with four others. Well, the Lord knows all this, right! PLease pray for me on and before December 4th at 9AM. I am usually very stressed the day before and that day. Stress can sometimes throw me into relapse so I want to avoid that. Hugs!