Need prayer - having relapse

Discussion in 'Spirituality/Worship' started by advancewithcourage, Feb 23, 2004.

  1. advancewithcourage

    advancewithcourage New Member

    Well, I just completed the longest period of feeling fairly well that I have had since becoming ill. I am thankful for this! I am beginning to get the severe brain fog at times, reoccuring bouts of extreme fatigue, and fighting discouragement.

    I have four small children, and a baby due in only 8 weeks. I also homeschool.

    I have CFIDS caused by chronic HHV-6 and reoccuring intestinal yeast problems. I haven't been on Nystatin for over a month and I am wondering if my yeast is back. While on Nystatin and a special diet, I felt almost normal on some days. It is unlikely I can get more Nystatin now.

    I would appreciate all your prayers. My main request is that I can focus on the Lord and not fall into a depression. Once I bottom out with depression, it is extremely hard to get out of the hole again. My depression can be EXTREMELY severe.

    I know the Lord uses these trials for our good... I know it today... but I must not forget it and start trying to squirm out from under His hand and become rebellious in spirit.

    Thank you,
    AWC
  2. danny3861

    danny3861 New Member

    Hello AWC,

    I'm happy that you felt well for so loand, this is truly a blessing. But sorry you are starting to feel worse again.
    I will certainly be praying for you and your family.

    Dear Lord , please be with AWC during this hard time and help her not to fall into a deep depression and fog and that might guide her closer to you during this time.
    Hold her hands, let her feel your presence and give the comfort, peace and strength to endure. I pray all of this in the name of Jesus name, amen.

    Danny
  3. Sandyz

    Sandyz New Member

    I`m so sorry to hear your having a relapse. It gets so frustrating to feel your making some progress and then get knocked back down. This disease is a vicious monster with no mercy.

    I admire you for keeping going with such a large family. I have 2 boys and 1 step-daughter. She is grown up and living on her own so I only have the 2 to deal with. Give yourself alot of credit for that because you deserve it.

    Praying for you that you will feel better soon. Also praying that God gives you the strength to keep dealing with all of this. May his love and peace surround you.

    Blessings,
    Sandy
  4. PrayerWarrior316

    PrayerWarrior316 New Member

    I'm sorry to hear that you are having a relapse, I will certainly be praying for you.

    Dear Heavenly Father, I lift AWC up and I pray that you will lay your healing hands upon her and heal her body.

    I pray that you will give her peace, comfort and strength with all your power and might.

    In your name and by the power of your blood shed on the Cross for each of us, may there be a shield of protection put around AWC and may she feel the comfort and warmth of your love.

    For it is in Jesus' name that I pray Amen and Amen.

    Blessings Judy <a href='http://www.smileycentral.com/?partner=ZSzeb008' target='_blank'><img src='http://smileys.smileycentral.com/cat/17/17_1_22.gif' border=0></a>

  5. MorningGlory

    MorningGlory New Member

    I am so sorry to hear about all you are having to deal with. I can relate to the brain fog especially; mine has gotten to the point that I hesitate to post anymore; I can't seem to think of the correct words to use anymore. You do have quite a lot on your plate now but just remember that when you feel you are all alone; that God is always by your side. When you have no-one else to talk to; he is always there. Just place your hands in his and let him guide you through. I will keep you in my prayers and pray for him to guide you through this difficult time. Please keep us updated. Many blessings......
    (((Lots of Hugs)))
    Morning-Glory
  6. blessings

    blessings New Member

    You have so much to do and deal with that even the most healthy would have a hard time keeping up! And a new one on the way very soon.

    It seems lately that there are so many that are battling depression, i am also; makes one wonder what is going on in the spiritual relm. However, Praise the Lord, He is greater than anything the enemy or circumstance can put on us.

    Dear Heavenly Father;
    I come to You on behalf of this dear lady, in Jesus name.
    Lord, I pray that the depression would be rebuked in Jesus Name and that You would impart to her the uplifting of Your Holy Spirit, and Your joy!!

    Lord, I ask that You be with her daily, in all the tasks that are required of her, helping her and giving her strength.

    I pray that spirit of rebellion, that wells up in us all from time to time, be cast off and let she and all of us that are troubled with that be free in Christ and submit to Your perfect will.

    Lord, we indeed need Thee every hour, every moment of every day. Be with this dear lady and all Your children, I pray,
    in Jesus Mighty Name. Amen

    AWC. when we feel as if we are not holding onto Jesus, I also ask Him to let us know that it is He that is holding on to us.
    God Bless and keep you and your family, love , blessings