I am 24 years old and for the past year and a half I've been dealing with long bouts of depression it will go away for a couple days and come back for a couple weeks. Nothing makes me happy anymore, I dont even like seeing friends and I dont understand why. Im at the end of my rope, all I wanna do is cry. All my close friends are in other states and I dont feel like I should even call them and bother them with how Im feeling. I feel like it wont matter and what can they really do for me anyway but worry. And I already do enough of that. Im starting to feel like it will never get any better, like I wont feel like myself ever again...Im really scared for myself. Please help.