Hello everyone. I was wondering, if anyone else is having the same issue as me. I have had fibro for 3+ years, but this year it is extremely worse than any year I have had. I am no longer able to do things I used to do, I cant do most activities if they last longer than 15/20 minutes without causeing myself to have extreme pain. I am so exhausted, i have lost the desire to do anything anymore. While my husband just cant wrap his head around the idea that I am sick. He knows, we go to the dr together, he helps me with the house, the shopping, everything, but you get that look.. Im sure some of you understand. Cant do the food shopping anymore unless its a quick trip. Cant do house work, cant do my beloved veggie garden, I just feel as if I am falling apart more so than the years past. I am 43, on Gabapentin 1500mg per day and Nortriptyline 50mg at night, then my pain meds 4-5 times per day and it still isnt feeling like its enough. My doctor has suggested me to try pool therapy 3 times a week, yet of course the first appointment isnt until september... Lets not forget about my "blonde moments" while I suppose some call it Fibro fog, I cant rememeber the simple things one moment and cant remember a friends name ive known for years until some time later in the day it dings in my brain.. All i want to do sleep now, and I still work. My doctor hasnt said anything about disability, but I dont know how much longer I will last. Ive called off work so many times my boss is to the breaking point but has been very understanding about my diagnosis, (thank god) Is this what Fibro does? Or am I just at an out of control stage with it? Im 43 and feel 85. Any suggestions or help would be wonderful.