I am so very depressed. It's hard to see a light at the end of this tunnel. I'm scared and just so tired of feeling "okay" only to WHAM! be hit with another round of feeling like I might die. I know the antibiotics are making me depressed. They're making me sick in so many ways. I talk to my doctor again on the 12th. I use my homeopathic remedy which helps some but doesn't last. I'm open to just about anything. I'd prefer to try something more natural and really don't want to script but I'm feeling so awful I'd even go that route I think.