i miss church and the only reason i have for not going is that hubby takes the car and goes hunting. that and the fact sundays are the only days i get to sleep at all. i feel guilty because the Lord sent His son to die for me and I should at least go to church to worship and hear the message. His son was not to tired to climb up to Calvary, even if he had a little help bearing the cross. He was not too weak to stand for me and pray on as His hands were being nailed that i might be saved by His shedding of blood, and here i am too weak to fight hubby for the car one morning a week. I know this is the devil fighting me, and i am soo ashamed to say i feel he is winning..and i really need prayers now that will strenghten my faith and renew my heart in church and christianity. please help me in my weakest times and pray for me. Lord i pray that You convict me and my husband of our wrongdoings and I pray that You get the devil off my back. I cannot fight and win the battle alone Lord and i pray that You Lord can help me in my weakest moments. Lord i should be in church and i ask for forgiveness for not being Your child the way i should be and not bringing my 3 small children to hear Your words in church as i am supposed to. Lord please help me get my kids on the right path and myself as well. In Jesus' name, humbly i pray. Amen.