My life is in complete turmoil. I am 4 months behind on my house payment because of my doctor's visits, medicine and unpaid leave at work. My boyfriend is sick AGAIN and may end up losing yet another job (I truly believe he's a hypochondriac). My financial situation is in ruins...yet...I a lot of days I don't feel like going to work but if I don't, I don't get paid. I am really struggling to go to work 40 hours every week, take care of 2 kids every other week and deal with my health issues. I like these message boards because no one judges you if you feel like you just want to throw your hands up in the air and give up! I know I need to make some tough decisions regarding my boyfriend. He used to be supportive but now he's not there for me emotionally, financially or spiritually...yet...I don't see how I can afford anything alone. I make good money but my bills are now outweighing my income due to my illness...and some stupid decisions I have made over the past 3 years. UGH!!!!!!! Thanks for letting me vent!!!