I was rasied Church of God and know that God can do all things. I know that god loves me even when your lost, and I know that I am. I have never asked for pray over the internet before but god is god no matter where you are. The life that I live is not one that i believe god likes. But I know that if people bind together for one thing god will answer. My mind is so screwed up right now and the need to stop the pain is so great that death seems like a good answer. But being rasied like I was you know that if you take your on life hell will be your home. I don't want this but I do want peace and I NEED this pain to stop. This depression is killing me. I need something. I need help. Please pray for me that These thoughts will stop.