Needing to say some things...

Discussion in 'Spirituality/Worship' started by Sunshyne1027, Oct 11, 2003.

  1. Sunshyne1027

    Sunshyne1027 New Member

    I seem to have gotton away from the other board.. And it helped today to read others and know I am not alone with it all, that others feel the same crazy things I do.

    I also noticed something about myself that I do not like. Desperation. I should know by now that I am not alone. That I do have God and Jesus in my life. I feel like I shouldn't come here and let it all out like I have been doing. I don't like it. It makes me feel so yucky.. Don't know any other way to put it. I guess I do it when I feel so helpless. Maybe I just need to do something else when feeling like this. I feel like a burden too.

    Havn't been to church the past two weeks because of being sick. Going tomorrow, praying for guidance. Praising the Lord.

    Hoping too that next week will bring some much needed answers with the new doctor. Praying that it will.

    Love you all.. Sunshyne


  2. ValleyGirl89

    ValleyGirl89 New Member

    I have felt that desperation like you and I don't like feeling that way either! Because I don't suffer from the illnesses that many of the others here suffer from, I feel so guilty for posting about my little problems, but at the time, I also feel helpless and desperate and don't know how to pray for myself and I know that I can come here and others will care enough to pray for me. That is what is so wonderful about having this board and all the great prayer warriors that are here! They don't make you feel bad for asking for prayer, even for the littlest prayer request, they jump right in and pray for us! I am talking about you too Sunshyne, you jump right in and pray and offer words of encouragement!

    While you may have a burden, you are not a burden! I am sorry that you have been so sick and I will pray for you and will pray that you will get the answers that you need from your doctor!

    Have you been able to work on your crafts this weekend?

    Lisa
  3. Sunshyne1027

    Sunshyne1027 New Member

    Thank you Stidham and ValleyGirl..What you said meant alot to me and helped. I guess I do feel like whiner.

    I did go to the store and get some material and stuff to start some Christmas Ornaments. I started cutting the pieces and shapes out and started humming Christmas Carols. The fabric I chose is so pretty. I am looking for materials with the nativity scene on it. Want to make something with that too.

    My son had a football game yesterday.. He plays in a junior league. He is 11. He got hurt while playing yesterday. My husband took him to the ER and he has torn ligaments in the neck. He will have to have a MRI done next week. Has a neck brace on for now. Thank goodness we have healthy start insurance for him. Seems like he is always getting hurt, and he is ADDH too. He also needs to go to a specialist for a bone that got broke in his ankle, it didn't grow back righ..On the growth plate. I sometimes think he is so much like me with symptoms.. Always sick with something or another. Going to bring up FM with the doc too. He has been sick constantly for the last 5 years or more. I just wish and pray that he will get better too!

    My son and I have these special times together too.. Like earlier tonight. We get lots of pillows, a big comforter and cuddle together in bed together. Whistle for our dog to come join us and he does.

    Sometimes so much happening in life, I get off track,it all gets to me. Overwhelmed I guess. I dislike feeling and even looking like a whiner.

    Thanks again for being here for me.





  4. danny3861

    danny3861 New Member

    Hello Sunshyne,

    I feel the same way sometimes Sunshyne, but this is the place we all need to be to share our thoughts, whats bothering us, and and ask for prayers. Everyone here has done so much for me here. This worship board and the people here are such givers. This is such a giving place. I hope the Lord continues to call you to his house of worship also. I finally went last week and it was a true blessing for me. I even went down and prayed with my pastor.Óh my, I felt the Lord standing beside me then. Praise the the lord, thank you Lord for all the blessing you have given me. Please Lord let me keep my head and thoughts on straight and let them think of you. Guide me in everything I do.
    Remember Sunshyne, You are a blessing in so many ways to us here also. Thanks for sticking around.

    Danny
  5. Mikie

    Mikie Moderator

    We have constant tiny seizures which can produce generalized anxiety which can make us feel desperate and cause us to catastophize. It may be helpful to seek some therapy. I have found relief from my Klonopin too. Of course, prayer and feeling safe in a place like this is wonderful. The members here are so kind and caring. The beauty of our boards is that people here know exactly how we feel. Bless you and I pray you feel better.

    Love, Mikie
  6. Sunshyne1027

    Sunshyne1027 New Member

    I stopped going to therapy a few months ago. My therapist and myself both thought I no longer needed it. He said I may slip back sometimes. I do, and then hard on myself when I do.

    Thanks for the info on Klonopin. I will bring it up to my new doctor. Right now, more important issues need addressed. Initial appointment is tomorrow.

    Thanks for the contnued support, understanding and love. Much appreciated.

    Sunshyne
  7. ValleyGirl89

    ValleyGirl89 New Member

    Hope you are feeling better. I will be praying that your doctor's appointment goes well for you tomorrow and I hope that you will find the answers you are looking for!
    Lisa